I was reading my old posts and came across my comps reflection post where I referenced Megan and Derek’s blog. I haven’t read their blog in two years and what do I see, my 2020 word was Megan’s word in 2018! She wrote about the practical steps she’s taken to be still and I am so grateful to actually start a meditation practice. She broke down Exodus 14:13-14 in remarkable ways. What a blessing and a reminder that even when I feel awful and broken, he winks at me in such beautiful and reassuring ways. Thank you Lord for always being right by my side!
My verse for the year that has spoken truth to me in so many ways is Exodus 14: 13-14. it says:
“Don’t be afraid. Stand firm and see the LORD’s salvation that he will accomplish for you today; for the Egyptians you see today, you will never see again. The LORD will fight for you, and you must be quiet.”
“Don’t be afraid” – In the moments of complete exhaustion and when that long list of overwhelming things that has to be done all at one time is almost too much to bear, smile. Remember the way that God has already delivered you. Remember who you are. Remember who HE is. Know that you are enough. Give yourself grace. Don’t be afraid of what is to come. Don’t be afraid to be you. Don’t be afraid to say No. Don’t be afraid to say Yes. Smile.
“Stand firm” – Breathe. Be present. Stand in this current moment. Don’t drift into the past or let your mind wander into all of the things that you need to get done tomorrow. Don’t run or lay down. STAND. Stand FIRM. Be strong. You are strong. God is stronger. Be still. Breathe.
“And see the LORD’s salvation that he will accomplish for you today” – You are not the savior. You are not a martyr. You can’t save everyone or anyone. It’s the LORD who does the saving. He is the savior. He is the deliverer. Take that pressure off. He will keep His promises. You are not alone. He is with you TODAY. He is doing great things today.
“For the Egyptians you see today, you will never see again.” – The context of this verse comes right before the crossing of the Red Sea. The Israelites were escaping the Egyptians. The plagues had already happened. They had already placed the blood over their doorframe in Egypt as death fell on the firstborn son and animal of the Egyptians, but the Lord passed over the Israelites. They were protected, and then they were delivered. The LORD delivered them and led them with a pillar of cloud by day and a pillar of fire by night. All too soon though the Israelites forgot. The Egyptians had changed their minds and began to chase them. They were right on their heals and the Red Sea was trapping them. They felt like there was no way out. Surely this was the end? Surely God can’t protect us this time? But here Moses is proclaiming that this fear is formed from lies. The truth is that these Egyptians – this huge, impossible, demon that is chasing you and trying to devour you – there will come a day when you will never see it again. God will win. The Lord will deliver you. He is big enough. He is strong enough. He is a God of redemption. He is a God of deliverance.
“The LORD will fight for you” – I have been doing a lot of fighting lately…
Fighting for perfection.
Fighting to not be a burden.
Fighting to help everyone.
Fighting to be seen and known.
Fighting to be a good mom.
Fighting to be a good wife.
Fighting to be a good daughter, sister, friend.
Fighting to remember every detail.
Fighting to find myself.
Fighting for control.
Fighting to be worthy of love.
Fighting for forgiveness for my constant shortcomings.
Stop. The LORD will fight FOR you.
“and you must be quiet.” – It doesn’t say that you must fight with Him. It doesn’t say that you must complete a list of tasks before you are worthy of being fought for. It doesn’t say that you must look a certain way or act a certain way or be prepared. You don’t have to be perfect or have it all figured out. You just have to be quiet.
So today – may you be filled with all the goodness and measure of the Lord’s promise. May you allow Him to fight for you. May you be still and see His deliverance in your life. You are worthy. You are loved.